April 5th, My New Anniversary

Wow. If I sit still and think about it, I get the shivers. I am married again, the the same woman, forever.  The shivers exists because of where I came from 2 years ago when this whole thing started. It is hard for me to truly believe the distance I’ve traveled and find myself with [...]

The End of an Error Fast Approaches

This weekend, FH will be saying his vowels, all 6, and will once again be married to a beautiful woman. She picked up my ring yesterday and, I have to say, it’s much better than the first.  Some of each of our families will be coming into town. Most of mine will be packed [...]

Being of Man

The retreat was not what I expected, yet it went well. Being new to this group of men, but having attended this church for over a year, I found it uncomfortable being around a bunch of men whom I assumed already knew each other. That was groundless. Most guys didn’t know more than 1 or [...]

Marriage Tide

If you know the path I’ve traveled, you would possibly understand that I’m not wishy-washy, but just wary of choices life gives me. I don’t share some of my doubts here, but there are some. I do get scared or at least anxious about getting married again to xX. She’s doing almost everything [...]

Ah, Spring Break

I meant to post a ‘Gone Fishing’ graphic on the page early last week, but obviously Mr Lazy Pants just couldn’t get it done. The family took a trip to Houston to see more family. Went down and visited with Dad and I continue to worry about his progress. We spent some time de-crapping [...]

Make’n Time

Had a long, productive talk with Xx last night. Trying to keep dialog going as we prepare to marry again. I know it’s so totally not the right order of things, but I’ve never been normal anyway. We talked about how it is different this time, how we will be different this time, what we [...]

Gotta catchup! Different ideas written in different colors today.
Man, I felt like the family was sick forever. We had a second round last week and I am just tired of it! We are finally healthy. Kids are caught up at school and all is back on track.
So, I went to a gay bar last weekend. [...]

‘Ringing’ in the back of my head..

    I’ve slept in my house 4 nights now. So much to do to unpack from storage, and exX still has much to move in from her apt. My joy at this moment is what the builder called the study, which I have renamed ‘The Library’. It’s where I will work when I’m not at [...]

It’s Happened To Me

I have drafts of posts sitting in WordPress, never published. I have a newsreader that pulls in roughly 30 blogs every time I open it, and I read most of them. I write several blogs a week, but none have been this one which started me on my path long ago. I’ve learned so much [...]

The Long One About Focus

This one has been in me for a while now. The main idea hit me one day and I thought the whole thing through in about 1.4 seconds. It’s taken over a week to write it, which further illustrates how illusive the topic is. Focus.
I learned late in life that the doctors wanted to call [...]